my fiance is a workaholic.
He works anywhere from 10-15 hour days usually a minimum of 6 days a week. I am wondering if this will ever change? if it really is his job or if he has a choice about this?
I dont want to live my life married but feeling single.
Hey kiddo it's not just you now, now it's you and me!
I'm a workaholic. I was raised that way. All the other kids were out playing. I was serious. My sister is the same way. I can't let things go. I have to be in control, in charge, on top, successful, and hell I can get no pay and I'll still do it.
I have no computer access at home b/c no phone line b/c I live in a shit small single car garage so even to write on here I have to be at work and I'm in this building all by myself b/c everyone else is out having a Friday night and well.. me.. I'm the girl that every fucking guy thinks is so cute and yet I prefer to be at home or at work. I have no other outside sources except running and my dog.
So I typed in workaholic and found you.
Maybe we can chat and I can pour out my saga and reply to yours.
It's not going to work, not yet. I have got to get another mechanic in here. That is difficult, esspecially with all the shit you have to go through to get hired here: hmmmm, psych test, polygraph, credit report, interviews with 10 different bosses, and basically cananized into sainthood. There are just too many duties for everyone right now. I will just start out with some basic stuff to free up some of my time. Wish me luck.
I am going to enjoy this weekend. I am not coming into work at all. Now I get to play with my scout. Lots of rain = good mud!
Ok, I am even more scared....
A second grade boy says "I swear to god" and the girl replys "you are going to go to hell for swearing to God". So this 2nd grade girl gets suspended for saying the word hell.
Her parents have a fit about it which is ok because it is bullshit. The scary part is that is the kind of freaky fucked up person is teaching our kids, FIRE HER ASS NOW !!!! they are the most feared individual of all, teachers with no fucking sense to listen to the context in which a word is used, wether it be said by a child or read in a book. "I really hope to God that teacher burns in Hell" Current Mood: annoyed
Today is the day
I am now going to have a journal.
I feel it will make me much more productive as I will be using this as a method of getting my thoughts together. Produce, I have to produce. I got myself slowly into this mess. It started, I guess, a couple of years ago, My employer decided I would be better suited running the Dallas operation. Lovely, I thought. I see myself as an efficiency expert so I am sure that I can get it down to a smooth running department. At first I was so busy organizing, deligating, restructuring it into the best they have ever seen, while keeping an eye on my work load. Well, they got me! They got me right in the ass! I have now been running the Dallas operation for about 3 years and business has increased dramatically, I can't get enough subordinates hired and I am working too much, I can't take it easy anymore, all I think about is the job, to top it off, I have to come up with a way to make the Dallas shop run totally self sufficiant without me! Without me !? Whoelyy shit. I just screwed up... I have been running this location deeply integrated into its workings, buried deep. Now they wan't me out of there. I didn't plan on that, I didn't think this far into the future. Shit, If I had only worked on my PRD(personal development somthing or another) I would have seen that I wouldn't be permanently at the Dallas shop, cuz now, they want me to run North Texas! See, my problem is, for me to be morre productive, I must deligate my work out, not do it myself. Of course, I have been doing certain things so long without cross training my people, I don't think I'll make the first of the second quarter time line. Ok, train. I got it already, but I knew that. I have got to train my guys, now. I have been putting it off for too long, train the guys, go on fucking vacation! Thats the plan! WHEW, sounds easy enough, something has got to give, and my plan will ensure it is not my mind giving out. I wouldn't be writing this, hell I wouldn't even still be working at this job if I didn't see that light at the end of the tunnel getting closer. I'm there. HAHA I am fucking there! O.K. TOMORROW, the training STARTS! Current Mood: aggravated
I figure we all need this one. Hell, this is the most productive thing I have done outside of work in forever. So, post away. Talk about anything you want. I have never had a Web Journal before so this is all new to me. I am learning though. Current Mood: accomplished